Thursday, 28 May 2009
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Thank you!
Thank you so much ladies for your kind words and support yesterday. I still feel bad about what had happened but I am glad I got right back on the sober band wagon and I remained sober yesterday. Even with all that alcohol surrounding me yesterday - I still managed. It could have been so easy to go up to the bar and ask for a free drink...and then another...and then another...but I didn't. I stayed strong. I just kept my focus on what is most important - not getting dehydrated, driving home sober and a solid night's sleep.
Today I am feeling a little crabby - it's mostly because of the damp dreary day today. Plus we have a lot of work to do today. Not only that, but my weight is up a little. I know, I know..I really shouldn't stress it. I have more important things to worry about.
Yesterday I consider it completing my Day 10. Today is Day 11. Monday is June 1st. I love the June 1st. That will mark my 2 weeks.
I need to come up with some rewards for myself. This is long overdue. I was thinking about something this weekend:
:: Hair Cut & Color
:: Pedicure
:: WaxI also was thinking it I make it to Day 14 - Monday the 1st of June - I would like to buy myself something special like those beads. I actually would like to take myself shopping tonight to check out some bead kits at Walmart. I know they may not have anything much - but they may have something. I am still thinking about those beads!
Love you girls
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Comments (3)
Haha who knows where I'll comment from, right?
But again, so proud of you honey :) I have a few surprises for you, or maybe prizes for you?, including that Pearl Izumi cycling jersey I've had since January or so and still need to send you.
Well done. You've done so well! Keep it up, we are all proud of you.
i'm sorry if my comment on the other post came off a bit rough, but i'm feeling burned out on both ends. but anyways, i think your view of looking at this as a diet is a good thing. like, you wouldn't shovel crap into your system after fasting or doing really well (or if you did, as most all of us have, you feel icky icky poo) soooo why would you do the same with V?
have fun picking out your beads :)
anyways, i was reading the post on "Dear Thinspo Girl" and i saw your response to that one chick, who was being really annoying. that whole "i get alot of thinspo chicks to my website for some reason" just made me really irritated. we really don' t find you that fascinating. and THEN she was saying how she knows girls who truly view this disease as a lifestyle, and are fine with it. like, total bs, i don't know any girls like that...... (meaning that we're all miserable and hungry, i don't know anyone who truly WANTS this)
just goes to show that she doesn't really know what she's talking about. and that whole "diving" into an eating disorder? sounds like a girl who wants attention, who does that?