Thursday, 28 May 2009

• Questions and Answers

  This was just a reminder of why you are staying away from V - see how awful it makes you feel emotionally and physically?  It will ruin everything.
  >> I have grown to can't stand the feeling on being drunk and hungover.  It has gotten to the point where I feel poisoned.  It has gotten in the way of everything and I can't let that happen anymore.  I know there is so much more in this life for me than alcohol.  There is a higher purpose why I am here and alcohol is not it.

  Do you want to miss any more of your life because of this addiction holding you back?
  >> Absolutely not.  I have missed so much already.  Weekends have been completely a blur because I have binged drank entire weekends away.   My first full weekend sober recently was a beautiful and memorable experience - I want more of those.

  Now that you got that crap out of the way and out of your car - what on earth are you going to do now?
  >> I need to come up with a plan that involves work, recovery and support.  I have a book that I need to read that address a woman's approach to recovery.  I have an application on my iPhone that I would like to use.  I will pray, pray, pray.  I will write and reach out for support.

  You worked so hard going through withdrawl and the sleeping issues.  Do you really want to go through that gheyness again?
  >> Absolutely not!  The lack of sleep crap was awful.  That was the worst.  There is also the depression, the shakes and the hallucinations.  It's so not worth it to go back to that.  It's ghey!

  Seriously - how long do you want to live?  Do you want to have a future with your man?  Do you want to have a family?
  >> I do want to have a future.  Regardless if it's with my current man, or if there are children in my future - I want to have a future.  I want to live a long life.  I always wanted to - live as long as I can - so I can watch the world change.
  

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